| CHANGES....
changes... seems like everyone is having them... people going to Europe this summer and people staying at home... its amazing to see how some people have been inspired this summer... in some ways i have too... i haven't done much...but at the same time i've done sooo much... if that makes any sense at all...
time for myself has been good... thinking this time... good thinking... more of a looking at myself from a different perspective... some good some bad... but in the end its all good
i'm excited about next semester...meeting new people making new friends... seeing old people, becoming better friends... having a new room... i'm ready for it all...
except i'm not ready at all...
i know i have some big changes in store for me in life... and soon... some outwardly some internally that have already happened... i'm learning more of who i am...and who i want to be... its sooo weird..but exciting at the same time... just a new outlook on lots of things...
some may know some things some may not.... but either way... its as if i'm finally ... free... and i'll stop at nothing ... to just be me... last semester was my first real chance... and it started...now its just progression... i dunno if this makes sense...
i was in mexico siiiiick and still sickkk i should prolly be in bed but ohwell ...if this entry is weird i'm sorry...but oh well... i'll probably see you in a long time... cuz i don't update too often...but who knows it might be tomrorow... lol...i'm out..
-J |
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| have you ever been somewhere and u've been there, you know the people
there but everything is still foreign to you? its crazy how some things
that at one point were so familiar change and seem like you've never
known it at all... things change... people change... sometimes
for the better, sometimes for worse, when it hits u like a ton of
bricks? how are you going to react? could u adapt? not seeing some
people for a year can really open ur eyes, some stay the same,
others... u don't even know who they are anymore...
-J
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| lol an update...
so i have a small cold...sucks...oh well
tonight is nasty out... buuut earlier... after church at SJV and
then walmart i walked outta walmart and the sky was blackkk and in the
distance... lighting...so i was singing that song by live... lightning
crashes.... haha i get in my car.... and thennnnn the
guitar part from lightning crashes came on... it was a cool feeling...
Church was great...all the good priests are getting re-assigned
though...oh well...we are blessed to have themfor the time we do get
them.....
everything else is good... keepin' me smilin' so thats always good....
aight..i'm out
-J
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| feeling small...never felt so ... safe...
summer... great... all i can say so far... |
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| the last entry wasn't drama.. it wasn't anything
lol... it was just.. me ..
haha lol... S u m m e
r is here tho...and that means... no school for
a while.. hell yes! its nice to be out...annnd not
home yet... its great... i'm fine... the last
entry had no drama ... lol dun make things up people lol...
later
-j
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